Monday, December 28, 2009

I Still Love You With Broken Heart

All the words you said to me,
That seemed to be so true.
Were nothing but thoughtless lies,
That I thought would never come from you.

They seemed so real and seemed so true.
I was begining to think
That I was in love with you.

But I should of known it was all an act,
That I was just another part.
Just another to add
To your list of broken hearts.

I wonder why I still think about you,
After all your lies and sweet talking words.
I think its because you made me feel
Like I was your special.




I thought I was, I thought you cared, and that I was the only one.
But all you wanted to have was just a little fun.

I could never be with you
After what I found out.
You lied to me...
Thats what this is mostly all about.

I'm not telling you exactly what I know.
You can deny it all you want,
But i'm deciding to let you go.

But I will never forget you not matter how hard I try.
I will always remember you in my years to come
Until my eternal....

I'm Alone In This Crowded Room

Alone !!!

Here I am, again,
alone,
in a crowded room . . .


No one here
I see.
No one here
but me,
in this crowded room,
alone,
with you
on my mind.

I can't help but wonder,
if you're thinking of me?
Are you looking for me
when I'm not there
in a crowded room
alone with you?

And still I wonder,
do you smile at me,
when you're thinking of me,
if you're thinking of me,
when you're alone
in a crowded room?

Friday, December 25, 2009

I Shed Tears, When I Miss You

There aren't any gestures, senses, or words to describe how much I miss you, my lover

What can I do for you to understand that every moment that we are together are so precious to me, my sweetheart

The way you treat me, understand me, and care for are the beginning of these emerging feelings that only end with you, my dear

The funny comments that make me like you even more, for there is competition between us, but sweet victory together, my someone

I always have you in my mind, and there isn't one day that passes that I don't think of you, missing you like always, my love..

Nobody Is Perfect...Try Again !!

Everybody makes mistakes
Everybody has those days
Everybody knows what what
I'm talking about
Everybody get's that way

Nobody's Perfect!
I gotta work it!
Again and again 'til
I get it right
Nobody's Perfect!
You live and you learn it!
And it's ok if I mess it up sometimes...
Nobody's Perfect!

Next time you feel like...
It's just one of those days...
when you just can't seem to win
If things don't turn out the way you planned
Figure something else out!
Don't stay down! Try again!

Life Is A Curse Without You

Being pushed from this cloud of love
When I close my eyes,hit the ground
Though I keep falling faster than time
Still crash to memories without sound

Would have given up my life for you
You vowed that you would never leave
Yet here I am so cold and alone
Your words of love I always believed

No faith in God no trust in Love
Still breathing as life has just begun
Unleash sadness from my black heart
Or am I past the point of no return

Please come back to me my love
Can't live on memories of yesterdays
Needing your love back in my heart
Praying you'll come back to stay



Tired of drowning in my own tears
Pictures of your face fading away
Hope to come out of this midnight train
With your hands in mine someday


Waiting for you with open arms
How could I ever leave you
Always needed you here with me
To our love I'll always be true