I Still Love You With Broken Heart

All the words you said to me,
That seemed to be so true.
Were nothing but thoughtless lies,
That I thought would never come from you.

They seemed so real and seemed so true.
I was begining to think
That I was in love with you.

But I should of known it was all an act,
That I was just another part.
Just another to add
To your list of broken hearts.

I wonder why I still think about you,
After all your lies and sweet talking words.
I think its because you made me feel
Like I was your special.



I thought I was, I thought you cared, and that I was the only one.
But all you wanted to have was just a little fun.

I could never be with you
After what I found out.
You lied to me...
Thats what this is mostly all about.

I'm not telling you exactly what I know.
You can deny it all you want,
But i'm deciding to let you go.

But I will never forget you not matter how hard I try.
I will always remember you in my years to come
Until my eternal....

I'm Alone In This Crowded Room

Alone !!!

Here I am, again,
alone,
in a crowded room . . .


No one here
I see.
No one here
but me,
in this crowded room,
alone,
with you
on my mind.

I can't help but wonder,
if you're thinking of me?
Are you looking for me
when I'm not there
in a crowded room
alone with you?

And still I wonder,
do you smile at me,
when you're thinking of me,
if you're thinking of me,
when you're alone
in a crowded room?

I Shed Tears, When I Miss You

There aren't any gestures, senses, or words to describe how much I miss you, my lover

What can I do for you to understand that every moment that we are together are so precious to me, my sweetheart

The way you treat me, understand me, and care for are the beginning of these emerging feelings that only end with you, my dear

The funny comments that make me like you even more, for there is competition between us, but sweet victory together, my someone

I always have you in my mind, and there isn't one day that passes that I don't think of you, missing you like always, my love..

Nobody Is Perfect...Try Again !!

Everybody makes mistakes
Everybody has those days
Everybody knows what what
I'm talking about
Everybody get's that way

Nobody's Perfect!
I gotta work it!
Again and again 'til
I get it right
Nobody's Perfect!
You live and you learn it!
And it's ok if I mess it up sometimes...
Nobody's Perfect!

Next time you feel like...
It's just one of those days...
when you just can't seem to win
If things don't turn out the way you planned
Figure something else out!
Don't stay down! Try again!

Life Is A Curse Without You

Being pushed from this cloud of love
When I close my eyes,hit the ground
Though I keep falling faster than time
Still crash to memories without sound

Would have given up my life for you
You vowed that you would never leave
Yet here I am so cold and alone
Your words of love I always believed

No faith in God no trust in Love
Still breathing as life has just begun
Unleash sadness from my black heart
Or am I past the point of no return

Please come back to me my love
Can't live on memories of yesterdays
Needing your love back in my heart
Praying you'll come back to stay


Tired of drowning in my own tears
Pictures of your face fading away
Hope to come out of this midnight train
With your hands in mine someday


Waiting for you with open arms
How could I ever leave you
Always needed you here with me
To our love I'll always be true

I've Not Learned To Say "Goodbye"

Its So Difficult,
Why dont they teach This In School.
Its Not Easy To Let Some One Go,
Without Bringing Tears In Eyes.

I have Learned To Say "HI" and "HELLO",
But I have not Learned To Say "GOODBYE".

I'll Wait For You Till I Am Alive

A lengthy silence falls gracefully between the two lovers,
Trying to read the stare U comes to the realization of the anguish we share..

I the blink of an eye You crushes my hopes, dreams and desires,
with the words to follow..

I cant do this to you anymore, we need to stop talking for a while, I'll call you soon,
Depression sets in as You turns and walks away into the enfolding night.

Watching the love of her life walk away I whispers to her fading silhouette " I will wait for you "

Love to Death

Yun toot k chahna tera Emaan ho shaId
Tere Seene meIn b koI tufaan ho shaId..

Mat Muje Aazma Itna k dam nikaL jaYe
Mere Wajood meIn Teri b Jan ho shaId ..

There's Only One Life

There's no more my heart can take
Always a second chance I want to make
Now it has become three, if it turns four
I will go away for I cant bear more

I can't rule your life for you
The choice is yours with what you do
Inside I have but nothing left
In times of love it feels like death

I'm only human, wanting more joy
Don't treat me like I'm just a toy
I hope from now you'll think of me
Through this distance, in love's loyalty

We have one life to walk in hand
At times it's hard, at times it's grand
None is perfect from mistakes we grow
Through thick n thin, through rain and snow


The future comes, but past forgot
Dishonesty n betrayal will only rot
This is the fact I want you to see
How much in life, you mean to me!

My Unconditional Love...

I can walk on red hot coals for u
I can sleep on thorns for eternity too.
I can starve to death to see u smile
I can quench my thirst if u r fine!

But I can’t do what others do
To prove my love for u
But I have my stupid way
To make u smile everyday!

If others can bring u happiness
And carry u with joy untold
I’d die a thousand deaths
To call you as my own!

Each one’s love is her jewel
Decorating herself as she drew
My unconditional love is my asset
That I bear forever through!

You Mean Everything To Me...

You are the answer to my lonely prayer
You are an angel from above
I was so lonely till you came to me
With the wonder of your love.

I don't know how I ever lived before
You are my life, my destiny
Oh my darling, I love you so
You mean everything to me

If you should ever, ever go away
There would be lonely tears to cry
The sun above would be never shine again
There would be teardrops in the sky

So hold me close and never let me go
And say our love will always be
Oh, my darling, I love you so
You mean everything to me


So hold me close and never let me go
And say our love will always be
Oh, my darling, I love you so
You mean everything to me

I'll Walk With You Forever

Without any regret
I would die for you
If it is in your arms
I’d be blessed life thru’

Before closing my eyes
It’s your eyes I wish to see
If this wish comes true
Need not see heaven too!

Little little things I see
Make me love you more
Little little things you show
Crave for you much more

If our path is full of thorns
Stars above will guide us along
If my love for you is wrong
It will not survive this strong

My Air Is You..

When i look up into the air
Your intense breathe blew my hair
I wait for those wonderful moments
The romantic times that I share

Looking into your deep eyes
I know I’m never wrong
The path I took was right
I will never travel alone

In you I confide my heart
With me it’s never in control
I don’t fear that it will distort
For it’s in the hand of my ideal role

I feel you in my thick blood
In nerves, veins & body which is bare
Internally you are in my breathe
Externally you are in my air

One Day You'll Understand

This is God's whole plan
One day you will understand
Why is there a strange feeling?
You will understand its meaning

It's there in your breathe
Where you will finally see
For now you can't make out
It exists in you baby

Once i said you were the one
And that i say forever too
There is always no change of heart
There is no one to tear us apart

All moments i spend with you
I guarantee they are very true
You will feel it's in your heart
Somebody loves you from the start

Love, The Unsaid Feeling

No one can explain what Love is
No one can touch its awesome height
No one can argue that Love is wrong
No one can deny that Love is strong

Thousand miles, Seperate in Love
Longest distance can cover above
The pleasure in waiting for only Love
Makes you fly high like the white dove

Insane you will become fully
Not knowing what you do completely
Generous your heart will become
From the building you're ready to jump

But for a few, Love is very cruel
It exhausts you till you have no fuel
You drench your shirt with lonely tears
When love leaves you nothing but fear

My Strongest Drug

Loving you is my happy drug
Makes me swirl as you hold tight
Keeps me smile as I consume more
Like flying high in the night

Nothing is imperfect for me
All things that love unfolds
Is what I see my own reflection?
That seems perfect to my own

The love drug you made me long
Fainting since I want to hold
The drug in it you possess
At the end I have to controle

Can't you realise I'm addicted?
As the poison has gone to mind
I'm in search of the next dose
Since this love drug is mine

Nothing Is Forever..

How many friends have you lost along The way,

How many lovers gone from your sight,
How many times have you broken down in fear,

How many times have you cried yourself to sleep at night.
This world that we live in is far from perfect,
So many things that make it wrong,
Sometimes there's light that brightens up Your day,

But others its been dark all along.
How many times have you left your House crying,
Knowing things will never be the same,
How many times have you had to hide Behind a smile,

Live with a different name.
They say that life's what you make it,
But how can we control death,
One minute we are here living life,
The next out of breathes.

The journey of life confuses me,
Sometimes i just sit and wonder why,
Why do the people we are closest to,
Always have to die ???

Life is an Endless Journey

Life is the journey we all will take,
An undulating adventure,
Make no mistake.

Through it all we take things for granted,
And then look back with resent.
At the worries that have planted,
And the problems they present.

Though life does have many highlights,
Some that we won't ever believe.
Moments that had always been in our sights,
And tell of how much we can achieve.

And while we all go through at different pace,
To reach our final goals.
We all end up finding our place,
Somewhere that we are whole..

Life is a Game,Just play it

Roll the dice again
for nothing more than less.
Go ahead and take a turn
for a second chance at happiness.

Maybe we'll win this time,
it could be our lucky day.
To make this life worthwhile,
to make things go our way.

End up with a number,
go on and take those steps.
Walk on to a new beginning,
forgive and pay your debts.


Take a chance on love,
you never know what you may get.
Evin if you play the wrong card,
you can pick another from the deck.

Life is like a game,
play along cause it's your call.
The only way you truly lose
is if you don't try to play at all ..

God made me just to be Unhappy ?

Hearing words piercing my heart
Expressing abyssal pain
Sharing fearful inner thoughts
Broken spirit still remains

Soft whispers became icy arrows
Puncturing a delicate target
My drawn lips, tightened bow
Projectile voice, tipped with regret

Placed upon a pedestal
Spitting accusations of wrong
Scorning you for my past
By my side, is where you belong

Toxic words more damaging
Than a physical strike
Killing loving life essence
Faster than the third reich

Splintering what we've built
Slicing beauty to the core
Filled with heavy sorrow
Hope to repair what I tore

Crystal heart has been shattered
By your testimate of pain
Love from a magenta gem
Attempting to maintain ..

Because , This is Fate ..

Everytime I'm nearly over you
You show up, and ruin everything
We weren't even anything serious
Just a silly fling

But it meant something to me
You were my first kiss
You shattered my heart and stabbed my back
And I'll never forgive you for this..

How dare you take advantage of me
Just to see how far you'd get
I wish she'd never introduced us
I wish we never met

Cause then when I'd see you
I wouldn't want to puke
You make me feel so happy, then so sad
Now i feel like ill never find someone else
That, that was just a fluke

You made me so self conscious
You made me feel ugly
You made me feel like "you could do better"
but at least now i can say I'm free

I might not've caused this freedom
but it sure as hell feels great
Maybe we'll meet again one day
Maybe we wont ..

Its up to fate ...

The Story Of My Life...

Story of my life,
I always pay the price
You say you love me,
Your just a great liar to be.

Wonder why I hate you,
Turn around, look at me
Oh! Thats right, you can't,
I not there, so just stare.

Stare at the blowing wind,
Where I could have been
Stare at the empty space,
Where I used to stand.

You killed me, took my heart,
Ripped it from my chest
Held it, beating, in your hand.
Then just dropped it to the ground.

You killed me, not a tear shed,
Or a thought left for the dead ..

Thank you For the Broken Dreams

The world of dreams
Beckons me again
It's a dream of a world
With nothing else but pain...

Nothing feels right
Something is gone
I feel empty and hollow
My heart turns to stone...

It is you that I miss
It's my soul that is gone
Is this my destiny?
Forever alone?

I'm tired of wanting
I'm tired of needing
And each time I succeed
I am left dead and bleeding...

Say you love me
And I'll love you too
But I'll never say that I do
'Cause you wouldn't love me too..

To Whom Shall I Complain ?

Some say I am a betrayer betrayed,
but if I have never betrayed anyone,and have just been betrayed in love why would you say this ?

Is it because after you hurt my heart and split it open that when I hated you I became a betrayer ?Or is it because I wont let anyone in because the pain hurts ?

Am I the betrayer full of hate for you?
It is true I hate you but there is a part of me that wont let you go.

I still hate you or how you hurt me,but I still love the way you were and how you would hold me in your arms.

Now I feel like I'm falling..
To Whom shall i complain?

Who Cares When I am Hurt ?

Everyone hurts at one time or another,
Sometimes The Hurts Are Relatively Minor
And Tend To Go Away By Themselves.

But at Other Times The Hurts Are So Intense
That We Wonder Whether They Will Ever Go Away..

My Destiny Always Deceives Me

The ultimate pain of solitude and silence
Broken by the sounds of whimpering
Blood is everywhere
Spelling out the horror of what happened
Telling no lies
And giving no explanation

Fear overwhelms the victim
Who's sitting in the corner
The blade lays on the floor
Covered in red liquid
The victim is dying
But she's enjoying every second ..

A Painful Night Without You

I touch you as I feel your head brushing your hair from your face

Gathering the emotions building inside of me

One thought of commitment one thought of faith

How much I love you how much I feel your pain

All the memories of our short togetherness

Lingers in my mind as I feel warmth inside

I kiss your forehead trying to make myself strong

For what a difficult time it seemed

After the brief pleasure of being with you all the time

I feel so lost to loose you right now

These were my thought what I had that time

How I had thought it would be so wrong

How it seems to be so right after all

Better as I am after the horror of my dreams

Thinking if I really had to leave u

Did I really have to make that sacrifice?

Stepping on my emotions

Choosing loneliness after all that happiness..

I am Running Away From My Life

I hate this feeling of displacement,
Not knowing where I'm headed.
Not knowing how to react.
Heading to a place that I have created.

Slice open,
The pain held inside.
And let it slip away.
Every night that I have cried.

Let the blood drop,
Let it all slip away.
Let life slowly stop,
This life of disarray.

Foot steps...their coming,
Cover the blood,
Don't show what you are becoming.
Don't show the crimson flood.

Place on that mask,
That mask of happiness.
Forced smile...always a task.
My veins now becoming bloodless.

In they walk,
The blood still dripping.
Full of empty talk,
I can feel my life slipping.

Never did I want to die,
I just wanted to feel,
And then asked why?
To stop feeling numb would have been ideal.

But now as I slip away,
I can see things were never right.
A fake life was on display.
To the skies I am taking flight.

Why won't this life let me go,
Take me away from my life of hell..

I Always Hide My Tears

Tears burning as they fall

My soul is crying for you

Melting a path to my heart

Where love still lives so true

Memories screaming in flame

Holding your picture again

Eternity has stood still

Since you left me in pain

How do I live in darkness

Without you lighting my way

Fading images haunting my life

When I turned and left that day..

Hiding beneath tide of misery

Waiting to be swept away

Drowning waves of broken dreams

Never your love would I betray

Will you catch me when I fall

From my cliff of sorrow

Need your love to continue living

Without you time is borrowed..

Love me for a Reason

Don't love me for what I have,
Or the things that you think I'll receive..
Love me for who I am as a whole,
And the person that I'm struggling to be..

Don't love me for my money,
Because if you ask I will truly share..
Love me for being understanding and kind,
And for being a friend whose always there..

Don't love me because I house you,
Because I would do the same for a dog..
Love me because I have faith in you,
And for loving you most of all..

Love me for seeing the good in you,
And for helping you overcome the bad.
Don't love me because I cater to you,
And for giving you my very last..

Love me for the person I am truly,
On the inside and the out..
Don't love me because the words I love you,
Flows freely from my mouth..

When'll You See, How Much I Care

Never will I understand,

Why my love, denies my hand.

What pain, what suffering have you endured?

With my help, can you be cured?

My thoughts, my dreams, you re always there,

When will you see how much I care?

Such little time I ve spent with you,

Enough to know my love is true.

The further you drift away from me,

The more I feel I ll never be free.

Perhaps I should just let you go,

Your love maybe, I should not know?

My love and friendship is always here,

And if you should ever shed a tear,

My arms are here to hold you tight,

For I will always be your light..

Let Me Be Happy Once Again

Time spent with you fills me with sheer happiness,
I know together we will never be,
And this does leave me in sadness,

When I see your smile ,I can't help but smile too,
You make me feel so special ,
When you look at me the way you do,
Your the one who makes me laugh,
Never am i down when your around..

You say the sweetest of things,hearing your voice is like a heavenly sound,
You make me so very happy, but at the same time I still cry,
I cry because we will never be One,
So to stop loving you I have to try ..

Trying To Forget You

Up until now
I had so much to say
but it's everything I've said
That's gotten in my way

I won't talk about you
Anymore to anyone
The time for that has passed
It's just over with and done

Supposed-to-be forgotten words
are still dancing in my head
And I'm just trying to "not remember"
A single thing you've said

I wanna forget all about you
Who you are and what your name is
Cause it's causing so much pain
And I honestly can't take this ..

Once Upon a Time ...

Once upon a time..
..I loved the past
But now I've gone forward...
I've realized I cannot love the past while I'm in the present, so I let go...


I let go of those memories that held me captive for so long..
Those dreams I once knew that were brought to life by you,
Now are only there to help me fall asleep at night
I am going on by myself..

I am going forward into my future with hopes that my new dreams will someday come true just like you had done for me..

Once upon a time, in the past..

If I Could ..

If I Could Fly
I'd Show To You The Sky
I'd Take You To The Stars
We Could Make Out On Mars

If I could Breath Under The Sea
We Could Hang Out With The Dolphins And Join Them For Tea
I'd Find For You The Biggest Pearl
Happy In Knowing You Were My Girl

If I could Travel Through Time
I'd Go Back To When You Were Mine
I'd Stop Myself Messing Up And Treating You Bad
And Throwing Away The Best Thing I Ever Had...

One Day You'll Miss My Presence

Upon my pillowcase,
Soaked with salty tears
Is perched a diary,
Filled with forgotten fears

Alongside the terrors
Ring a bell of gold
Inside a marble tower
My story will unfold
Pale stars trail behind
A long forgotten path
Memories are erased
And unto me is wrath

The room echos now
with the haunting voice of me
Calling from the diary
Reaching into night to see
A smudged world
where without my sorrow
Without my love
Life sings bitter and hollow ..

Tell me What Was My Fault ?

Where are you when I need you most?
You disappeared into the darkness
You left nothing behind but your memory
And for me to wait for you

Your heartfelt spirit is absent now
The smiles have wiped off the faces
Of the people you deserted here
You caused internal forever pain

I, the one you loved am crippled
Because of your sudden vacation
Your vacation that would last a lifetime
To a secret resort I will never know of

What made you decide to change your mind?
You made me feel I wasn't good enough for you
Maybe that is true, maybe it is not
But now, how will I ever know?

Memories Play a Confusing Role

You left me not too long ago
And yet it seems like forever,
I reminisce the day you left all this time
Because I was right there beside you..

I can't seem to get over the feelings I had,
At that very moment I felt so alone,
It grew cold in the room
That I lost all feelings and sense..

All I had was pure silence and disbelief,
I saw people moving towards you all around me
And yet I couldn't move a step towards you,
I couldn't distinguish my emotions
Because I wasn't sure of them..

I felt soo much anger and sadness, but I couldn't cry
At that moment I wasn't sure what was wrong,
And now a year & a half later it all comes back to me
Every tear I held in falls, and now I can't seem to stop..

I've realized how much I missed you
And how much I've needed you here
But there is no way for me to reach out for your touch.
I feel so alone right now,
That I just wish you could take me with..

I Dont Cry For the Past

Even though u have your times
Times were u r negative
Times were u doubt
Times when u say stuff u don't mean to say
Don't cry

I will always be there for u
I may get mad
But not for long
I never can be mad at some1 as amazing as u
Don't cry

I'm sorry for getting upset with u
During those times
I will always be by your side
Don't cry

I need you like the wolf needs the moon to guide it threw the night
Without the moon
The wolf would be lost
Blind
No where to go
Don't cry

The moon may eclipse on the wolf
But the wolf will wait it out n stay strong
We may have our eclipse like the wolf
That eclipse only last for so long
Just remember when that moon comes back
I will be there waiting for u to make it full again
Don't cry !

It Has Come To An End

My journey has come to an end
No one to search me more
My flesh you’ll find in tatters
My soul will disappear to the core

My destiny has been written
It has only you and me
But you have crushed it flat
No shape can i actually see

Helas! I have decided now
Not to give the sign of life
Since I’m not the only one
But they threaten me like knife

Struggling hard to find a place
To make you only mine
But this journey has been ended
And my heart is hard to mend

I Love the Smell of Night

I love the smell of night,
When the people go to sleep,
As the city begins to awake.

I love the Moon’s embrace,
As its orange glow suggests it’s close orbit,
I stare in wonder in how small I truly am.

I love the ambience,
The background of nature cricking,
Still ticking, even at this late date.

I always feel more at home,
The stars above, a better cradle,
That my mom’s loving caress ever was.

I am Happy B'coz I Promise you....

Hard to find another Me
Unique in heart especially
Imaginations filled with dreams
With all I’m in harmony

Hope is what I do
Love is my other name
Comfort you by my hugs
My tears will be the same

Warm words are my friend
All colors internally are like one
My mind is like a galaxy
I fear but brave to see

Trust me ! I’m not bad
To love I’ll hold you back
Too much I set you free
That’s because I am Me

AND I M HapPY :) Beacause I Promise U..

I Promise I'll Never Leave You

Being pushed from this cloud of love
When I close my eyes,hit the ground
Though I keep falling faster than time
Still crash to memories without sound

Would have given up my life for you
You vowed that you would never leave
Yet here I am so cold and alone
Your words of love I always believed

No faith in God no trust in Love
Still breathing as life has just begun
Unleash sadness from my black heart
Or am I past the point of no return

Please come back to me my love
Can't live on memories of yesterdays
Always needed you here with me
To our love I'll always be true..

After Me ...

After Me ..

When I will not be here, When i will be gone forever, When i will be dead, Just Come to My Grave, Don 't Cry ..

Just put Some Wild Flowers Beside me, Sit along the Yard for Few Moments, Talk to me, Cheer Me up ..

Remember the Times When We Were Together, When We Were Friends, Listen To My Quiet Reply..

Enjoy Those Moments, Try to understand the Unsaid Words & Consider How Much You still Mean To Me..

One Day You'll Also Love Me

Why do you hurt me?
Do you like seeing me cry?
How can you just walk away?
When you know I'm dying inside!

How can you drag me,
Through this heartache and all this pain?
You know everything about her,
But do you even know my name?

Do you know how much I love you?
Do you even really care?
How can you let me love you?
Why are you so unfair?

Why won't you let me move on?
Let me be happy once again?
You want me in your life I know,
But I want to be more than just your friend!

Baby, just let me go!
I don't even me a thing.
But I don't want you to let me go!
I love you... Can't you see?

Incomplete Destiny !!!

In this painful solitude of mine
In the dark I hear the wind hissing
In my mind the numerous thoughts I ponder
In this horrible heart, I find something missing

These horrible nightmares appear to me
As I walk in the pool of blood
I wish all these were the lies
Or bury my soul into deep mud

I, the terrible victim…
Yet, I possess the strength inside
When I have knocked the door of death
But reality pushed me to survive

Although this is the test from above
Says I failed, but my love is true
This love will accompany my faith
To travel as far to reach you!

I can Still Feel You here

I Never Expected anything from you,

Neither I wanted Love from You

Nor I wish you To be with me Ever

because I Know,Expectations always hurt..

Aj Bhi Tere Liye...

Aaj bhi tere Liye dil mein Chahtein baki hain,
Tujse Jo kerni the wo adhori Batein baki hain ..

Tumne Kese Soch liya k Muje teri Talab nahi,
Dil mein Utar k Dekh Lo teri Hajtein Baki hain ..

Kabi Fursat Miley tu Aa ker Dekh mere Makaan mein,
Aaj b Teri Khushbu Teri Ahaatein Baki Hain ..


Dekh mera Zaraf k Mein Toot ker b Bikhra nahi,
Ankh Mein Ansu Hain per Lab pe Muskurahtein baki hain ~

Aj bhi . . .

Will You still Love me If I Die ?

When I die,

I'll still love you with all my heart,

I'll be looking down on you praying you'll still be happy,

I'll be hoping you still remember the great times we had.

And when I die,
I'll still be thinking about you every minute of every day,

I'll be thinking about whether you still think about me,

I'll be thinking about how much I really meant to you,
But when I die,

Will you still think about me?
Will you remember the days we spent together holding hands and laughing?

Will you still have room for me in your heart?
So when I die,
Will you still love me?