Sometime Words Are Not Enough

The words "I miss you" can not display
The depths of how I care.

The words "I want you" do not betray
The extent of what I dare.

The words "I need you" can not convey
The extent of my prayer.

The words "I love you" do not portray
The heights of my err.

Word "LOVE" Fooled Me !!!

You are still in my brain,
You're causing so much pain,
I still can't believe,
You used my feelings,
For your foolish game,
Named love...

Held you close in my arms,
Felt so nice and warm,
I gave you my love,
I gave you my heart,
I gave you all I had,
Got nothing back except
Pain that's driving me insane...

You are still in my heart,
My love for you will never die,
My thoughts will always be with you,
And the pain I feel inside will always,
Remind me of someone I still love......

I Just Hate Being In Love

Caught beneath my shadow
with rain pouring down on me.
I listen as nature speaks.
Running in the dark
with stars that shine so bright
you can make it longer
just stay holding tight.

Falling in the distance
without his sweet embrace.
Twined with fine silk lace.
Hard to remember details upon his face.
Lying and cheating without any grace.

Lord guides me with the fog filling the area around me.
Leading me into a field of flowers so beautiful and smell so sweet.
But still realizing the obvious.
Crouching to one knee,
Crying,
with your rain pouring down on me.

Hearing a call from my savior
But not finding him outside this nightmare.
I've lost my hearing
with my heart beating so fast I can't breath.
I search and I find nothing .
Nothing but the shadow that I'm caught beneath..

What Did You Expect ?

You came into my life
As quickly as you left.
You grabbed a cutting knife
And sliced right through my breast.

You didn't mean to hurt
But what did you expect?

My heart now cut in two
It feels beyond repair.
Injury done by you
God, life just isn't fair.

You didn't mean to hurt
But what did you expect?

So here we are, just friends,
But I long to be more.
Desire with no end
Throbbing from my core.

You didn't mean to hurt
But what did you expect?

You Broke Me, You Broke My Heart

If this is goodbye,
don't come back
if this is the end,
don't wake me up.

You broke me, you broke my heart,
you broke everything!
You turned my world upside down and inside out,
BUT I know it was worth it for
that one moment of love we had,
it's a shame it went bad..

You walk by me everyday and say hello.
Everyday you take time out to listen to me.
You talk to me, smile at me,
laugh with me, and have fun with me.

Well, I talk, smile and laugh too,
but inside I'm hurting.
Deep down it hurts to be with you because
I love you and you are the only one.

One day you'll ask me,
"which is more important to you, me or your life"
I'll say, "My life" and you'll go and
leave me with out knowing that you are my life...

Thank you For the Broken Dreams

The world of dreams
Beckons me again
It's a dream of a world
With nothing else but pain...

Nothing feels right
Something is gone
I feel empty and hollow
My heart turns to stone...

It is you that I miss
It's my soul that is gone
Is this my destiny?
Forever alone?

I'm tired of wanting
I'm tired of needing
And each time I succeed
I am left dead and bleeding...

Say you love me
And I'll love you too
But I'll never say that I do
'Cause you wouldn't love me too..

Who Cares When I am Hurt ?

Everyone hurts at one time or another,
Sometimes The Hurts Are Relatively Minor
And Tend To Go Away By Themselves.

But at Other Times The Hurts Are So Intense
That We Wonder Whether They Will Ever Go Away..

Trying To Forget You

Up until now
I had so much to say
but it's everything I've said
That's gotten in my way

I won't talk about you
Anymore to anyone
The time for that has passed
It's just over with and done

Supposed-to-be forgotten words
are still dancing in my head
And I'm just trying to "not remember"
A single thing you've said

I wanna forget all about you
Who you are and what your name is
Cause it's causing so much pain
And I honestly can't take this ..

Tell me What Was My Fault ?

Where are you when I need you most?
You disappeared into the darkness
You left nothing behind but your memory
And for me to wait for you

Your heartfelt spirit is absent now
The smiles have wiped off the faces
Of the people you deserted here
You caused internal forever pain

I, the one you loved am crippled
Because of your sudden vacation
Your vacation that would last a lifetime
To a secret resort I will never know of

What made you decide to change your mind?
You made me feel I wasn't good enough for you
Maybe that is true, maybe it is not
But now, how will I ever know?