Why Did You Leave Me This Way?

Why did you leave me this way?
When I needed you so bad that day?
All I was able to do,
Was to reach my hand out for you...

It hurt so bad when you were not there,
Because you were getting high with somebody some where...
I laid there alone and I cried,
All I wanted was you ,To lay beside...

But now it seems you didn't care,
As much as I needed you there,
There was Something else more important some where,
That you really wanted to be...

Take Care My Sweet Angel !!! 

One Day U Will Also Cry For Me

Do you remember all the times
When you would come to me in tears
Do you remember all the silly rhymes
I would say to hear your laughter cheer

Did you not love me
The way that I loved you,
Could you just not see
Didn't you have just one clue

So now that I've come to grips
I simply must say,
When you cry do not expect my lips
To kiss the pain away

When your sad and blue
Don't turn to look behind,
For I will no longer be there behind you
To make the sun come out and shine

I have but one last thing to say
And these are the words that will let it be,
Let it be what it was from the very first day,
When your tears are falling, Now Don't Cry For Me…

Come Back To Me

In life we hide b'coz,
We want to be missed by someone,

We go alone to see,
Who follows,

We get angry to see,
Who apologises,

We let our hearts be broken...
Just to see...

Who comes and fixes it for us...

Missing You So Badly

I lay awake at night with thoughts of you,
Missing you so badly my love.
I remember the day I am always beside you,
Sometimes i wonder if you think of me too.

Thinking about the moments we shared,
Remembering your touch as
you wiped away my tears.
The heartbroken looks we exchanged in silence,
The day you left and said "goodbye".

Now that you're gone I feel so much pain.
At night with just the scent of the
pillow where you used to lay.
I can't think of anything but you,
Missing you so badly my love.

I long for you to just hold me
close in your arms again,
To see that look in your eye,
and feel your passionate kiss.
It's not the same anymore,
until you come home to my heart.
Missing you so badly.

So please come back to me my love,
I am here waiting in vain.
For you I will be waiting ever so patiently,
You are my one and only love.

I'll be right here waiting,
Same place the day you left me.
My love for you is real, please come back.
Cause I miss you so badly...

What I'm Searching For?

I'm A Lonely Road Of
Broken Dreams,
Its A Boulevard That
I'm Searching For ...

These Stars Are All So Dull
Its The Moon That I'm
Searching For...
Happiness Is So Angry
At Me ...

Its Life That I'm
Searching For...

There Is A Crowd
Around Me At All Times
Its a Friend That I'm
Searching For...

My Life Is Just Like Path
Its A Destination That
I'm Searching For...

Don't Know What Is It
That I've Lost ?
May Be Its 'ME' That
I'm Searching For !!!

Come To An End

I never told you how I truly feel
Hiding my feelings is far from ideal
Never shall I kiss someone else's lips
Never will we make any boring trips

You are unbelievably beautiful
When I am near you my heart goes like a raging bull
Words cannot express
What I felt when you said 'yes'

You mean so much to me
I never knew this could be
You are my sweetheart day by day
I hope you will never go away

This love is for you, I hope you will like it
I am dying to see your reaction, that I will admit
This poem has come to an end
There are many more I would like to send...

I Already Miss You

Looking back on everything,
I still remember her smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,
I still love her so.
A part of me needs her so much,
Can't seem to let her go.

Knowing I won't be able to see her,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.

She was my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without her,
Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see her one last time,
I'm terrified of what she may say.

I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.

But when I see her one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When she tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."

My Love Left On A Saturday

My belt loosens slowly.
Reminders of you stay fresh
in murky ponds of suffocating tadpoles.
Wake me in the morning,
when the sun shines again.
It's frightening when all I know
falls apart.
And all I know is you.
Hunger squeezes me tighter.
My soul sags with exhaustion.
Ashtrays fill with sleepless nights.
Weeping intensifies my anxiety.
Can tomorrow come without you...
here today?
The cheap chandelier falls on my face.
The rose filled lamp explodes in my hands.
Pain is unrecognizable.
All I knew was you.
You.
My love.

I Shed Tears, When I Miss You

There aren't any gestures, senses, or words to describe how much I miss you, my lover

What can I do for you to understand that every moment that we are together are so precious to me, my sweetheart

The way you treat me, understand me, and care for are the beginning of these emerging feelings that only end with you, my dear

The funny comments that make me like you even more, for there is competition between us, but sweet victory together, my someone

I always have you in my mind, and there isn't one day that passes that I don't think of you, missing you like always, my love..

Life Is A Curse Without You

Being pushed from this cloud of love
When I close my eyes,hit the ground
Though I keep falling faster than time
Still crash to memories without sound

Would have given up my life for you
You vowed that you would never leave
Yet here I am so cold and alone
Your words of love I always believed

No faith in God no trust in Love
Still breathing as life has just begun
Unleash sadness from my black heart
Or am I past the point of no return

Please come back to me my love
Can't live on memories of yesterdays
Needing your love back in my heart
Praying you'll come back to stay


Tired of drowning in my own tears
Pictures of your face fading away
Hope to come out of this midnight train
With your hands in mine someday


Waiting for you with open arms
How could I ever leave you
Always needed you here with me
To our love I'll always be true

A Painful Night Without You

I touch you as I feel your head brushing your hair from your face

Gathering the emotions building inside of me

One thought of commitment one thought of faith

How much I love you how much I feel your pain

All the memories of our short togetherness

Lingers in my mind as I feel warmth inside

I kiss your forehead trying to make myself strong

For what a difficult time it seemed

After the brief pleasure of being with you all the time

I feel so lost to loose you right now

These were my thought what I had that time

How I had thought it would be so wrong

How it seems to be so right after all

Better as I am after the horror of my dreams

Thinking if I really had to leave u

Did I really have to make that sacrifice?

Stepping on my emotions

Choosing loneliness after all that happiness..

I Always Hide My Tears

Tears burning as they fall

My soul is crying for you

Melting a path to my heart

Where love still lives so true

Memories screaming in flame

Holding your picture again

Eternity has stood still

Since you left me in pain

How do I live in darkness

Without you lighting my way

Fading images haunting my life

When I turned and left that day..

Hiding beneath tide of misery

Waiting to be swept away

Drowning waves of broken dreams

Never your love would I betray

Will you catch me when I fall

From my cliff of sorrow

Need your love to continue living

Without you time is borrowed..

When'll You See, How Much I Care

Never will I understand,

Why my love, denies my hand.

What pain, what suffering have you endured?

With my help, can you be cured?

My thoughts, my dreams, you re always there,

When will you see how much I care?

Such little time I ve spent with you,

Enough to know my love is true.

The further you drift away from me,

The more I feel I ll never be free.

Perhaps I should just let you go,

Your love maybe, I should not know?

My love and friendship is always here,

And if you should ever shed a tear,

My arms are here to hold you tight,

For I will always be your light..

One Day You'll Miss My Presence

Upon my pillowcase,
Soaked with salty tears
Is perched a diary,
Filled with forgotten fears

Alongside the terrors
Ring a bell of gold
Inside a marble tower
My story will unfold
Pale stars trail behind
A long forgotten path
Memories are erased
And unto me is wrath

The room echos now
with the haunting voice of me
Calling from the diary
Reaching into night to see
A smudged world
where without my sorrow
Without my love
Life sings bitter and hollow ..