Never Alone

I feel you in the morning
When at first I awake
Your thought is with me
With each decision I make

You'd been around forever
Since the first breath I took
Now I have to go on alone
But for love, I need not look

Cause by what you bestowed
In our short time together
Will last in my heart
Forever and ever

Although you've left
And now walk above
I'm never alone
I'm wrapped in your love

Enjoy now your long waited reward
Feel peace that your love continues on
What was taught to me, will be taught to mine
Cause you live on in me even after you've gone

I Close My Eyes To Feel U

When I look at your eyes, I see your true self.
I see you're sweet, and caring.
I see you're giving and forgiving.
I see your love for me.

When I look at your eyes
I stop myself from crying
When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry,
I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes again
That I'll never see the love or the sweetness

Or the love that makes you who you are.
One day you'll be gone - gone from me.
Gone from this world.
No matter what happens,
those eyes will one day close
And forever rest in peace.



But you'll never be completely gone,
Because every time I close my eyes,
There you will be.

The Day That I Die

On the day that I die
There will be no sun
It will all be cold
No warmth

On the day that I go
Everyone will go on
One less mouth to feed
Good riddance

On the day that I leave
No one will care
I had no one to start with
All alone

On the day that I die
I will not cry
We will all go soon
Why wait?


On the day that I go
I won't say Good-Bye
Who would care?
No one

On the day that I leave
I will be happy
The misery will go away
No pain

On the day that I die
My soul will let go
To all the torture
I'm free

My Love Left On A Saturday

My belt loosens slowly.
Reminders of you stay fresh
in murky ponds of suffocating tadpoles.
Wake me in the morning,
when the sun shines again.
It's frightening when all I know
falls apart.
And all I know is you.
Hunger squeezes me tighter.
My soul sags with exhaustion.
Ashtrays fill with sleepless nights.
Weeping intensifies my anxiety.
Can tomorrow come without you...
here today?
The cheap chandelier falls on my face.
The rose filled lamp explodes in my hands.
Pain is unrecognizable.
All I knew was you.
You.
My love.

You Broke Me, You Broke My Heart

If this is goodbye,
don't come back
if this is the end,
don't wake me up.

You broke me, you broke my heart,
you broke everything!
You turned my world upside down and inside out,
BUT I know it was worth it for
that one moment of love we had,
it's a shame it went bad..

You walk by me everyday and say hello.
Everyday you take time out to listen to me.
You talk to me, smile at me,
laugh with me, and have fun with me.

Well, I talk, smile and laugh too,
but inside I'm hurting.
Deep down it hurts to be with you because
I love you and you are the only one.

One day you'll ask me,
"which is more important to you, me or your life"
I'll say, "My life" and you'll go and
leave me with out knowing that you are my life...