Love Me The Way I Am

To Change myself is as difficult as to let the Earth and Sky meet Each other,

I am Something born to make my own rules,
If You Wanna Love Me,
Then,

Love Me in the Way I am.

I Love Every Word That You Say

No matter what happened
Between me and you
you was always there
And showed me our love was true

I made you seem perfect
But you did hurt me before
I never told anyone
About that time you broke my heart

But no matter what you did
You I always did forgive
I still believe in your love words
That took away all my pain and hurt

Three years five months
We was engaged
Even if i was young
For the future we would wait




So many times we lost our place
But its hard to be together
when were miles away
So may be it was fate

Many nights I cried
And got on my knees
Making sure God listened
That i needed you next to me

Today I still love you
More than I ever did
But I guess the love you had
For me took a scary twist

I guess you found another
That is near you
It hurts because you didn't say goodbye but i remember
The last word you said !!!

Alone In A Crowded Room

Here I am,
Again alone...
In a crowded room . . .

No one here
I see...
No one here
But me,
In this crowded room,
Alone with you...
On my mind...

I can't help but wonder,
If you're thinking of me?
Are you looking for me
When I'm not there
In a crowded room
Alone with you?

And still I wonder,
Do you smile at me,
When you're thinking of me,
If you're thinking of me,
When you're alone

In a crowded room....

I Love Rain...

Well, I'm listening to the pitter-patter of the rain,
Alone in the middle of my way,
My ol'heart begins to feel the pain,
Of missing you with all my might...

But your not here to share my love,
So I'll just face this pain alone,
And listen to the rain falling from above,
And face the fact that you are gone...

Rain falling from above,
Rain falling for my love,
Rain falling from the skies,
And rain falling from my eyes...

So I'm listening to the pitter-patter of the rain,
And listening to how sad it sounds....!!

Why Did You Leave Me This Way?

Why did you leave me this way?
When I needed you so bad that day?
All I was able to do,
Was to reach my hand out for you...

It hurt so bad when you were not there,
Because you were getting high with somebody some where...
I laid there alone and I cried,
All I wanted was you ,To lay beside...

But now it seems you didn't care,
As much as I needed you there,
There was Something else more important some where,
That you really wanted to be...

Take Care My Sweet Angel !!! 

U Know I Cannot Forget You !!!

U Know I Cannot Forget You !!

Cannot Forget Our First Kiss ..

Cannot Forget Your Smile ...

Cannot Forget How You Made Love ..

And Talked About My Eyes ..

U Know I Cannot Forget You !!

Cannot Forget That Night ..

Cannot Forget That Ride With You ..

Cannot Forget That You used to feel Jealous

Whenever you saw someone Else In My Eyes..

Today Just For A Mistake,

You Are Going Away ..

And Want me To forget you ??

Is This What Happens In Love ..

Are All Those Memories FAKE ??

My Pain Is Real !!!

The sorrow in my mourning heart
The shutter of my weakened body
The burning in my tearful eyes
The longing of a hug in my empty arms...

I can feel my heart slowly fade
I can feel my depression grow strong within
Never ceasing to rest
Never ceasing to smile...

I'm alone all the time
Even when I'm surrounded by people
I'm crying all the time
Even when my eyes are dry...

My hands shake uncontrollably
My feet constantly move
My mind never relaxed
My heart broken forever !!!

Fault Is Yours

Don't Blame Me For Loving You,

Your Presence In My Life Make's Me Feel So Special..
You Visit Me Daily In My Dreams....

Just Say...

"What Is My Mistake If I Have Fallen In Love With You??"

Always Remember One Thing That :-
"If I Love You The Fault Is Yours."

I Know That I Have Lost You

I always used to hold your hands,
When I walked on the street,

I always used to look into your eyes,
When I wanted to feel nice.

But... Today I am all alone,
Nor I have expactations to get you back,

I do not even want to try,
B'coz I know that "I have lost you."

In My breath, Is Your Name..

You want to stay
But I have to go
You've been killing me
Right from hello

The words from your heart
Take my breath away
I'm suffocating slowly
With everything you say

Let me catch my breath
That you've taken from me
Baby, don't worry
You're all I'll ever need

Let me rest my head
That's full of you
I'll close me eyes
And my dream will come true



I'll put a smell to the picture
That's burnt in my head
And reminisce about all
The cute things you've said

I haven't come up for air
In a very long while
All because I have been
Thinking about your smile

With everything you've said
I feel like I'm choking from within
That's why I have to go
So I can catch my breath again

One Day U Will Also Cry For Me

Do you remember all the times
When you would come to me in tears
Do you remember all the silly rhymes
I would say to hear your laughter cheer

Did you not love me
The way that I loved you,
Could you just not see
Didn't you have just one clue

So now that I've come to grips
I simply must say,
When you cry do not expect my lips
To kiss the pain away

When your sad and blue
Don't turn to look behind,
For I will no longer be there behind you
To make the sun come out and shine

I have but one last thing to say
And these are the words that will let it be,
Let it be what it was from the very first day,
When your tears are falling, Now Don't Cry For Me…

That Day I Lost You...

Why does it hurt so bad
To lose something I never had
To have these feeling sand nothing to do
Just sit around and wait for you...

Why is it so hard to move on
Knowing what we had is gone
Is there a place where happiness is
Even though there's still a fizz...

In my soul when you are around
Your name is a beautiful sound
Now all I can do is wonder
I lost it all in one little blunder...

By not telling you how I really feel
trying to act like its no big deal.

I Am Happy ???

My life is confused
My daily happiness
Is still confused.
My smiles that I give
Are confused...

But I don’t want to pretend
That I am happy when I’m not.
The smiles are numb to me
The laughs are numb to me
The good spirit is numb to me
The goals are lost and forever
Numb to me.

The love is no longer there
The happiness is no longer there
The smiles and pretending is
No longer there.
The happy thoughts are
No longer there.


Nowhere to be found
This is me.
But I don’t get it
They hurt me
Can’t they see?
Maybe I should just stay out
Of their lives...
 

When True Love Goes Unnoticed...

I wish I could touch you,
I wish you could feel me,
But this wish will stay a dream,
The un-spoken wish,

For a girl, And a guy,
If we could meet, To say the least,

You would take my breathe away,
making my heart skip a beat,
The spoken of but, Un-heard kiss,
We shared, It was a sign of Love,

That could never be,
After Listening This Story Who Will Dare To Love,
Heart Loves and Love Hurts...

Love Was My Favorite Mistake

How do you keep a heart from breaking?
What can you really do?
How can I possibly stop myself
From falling in love with you?

I don't want to cut all ties
That would make the pain so much worse
Why does this thing called love
Feel like the worlds greatest curse?

It hurts me more than words can say
But I can't get enough
I think I'm more than a little addicted
And I guess that's just too tough.

I'm trying a little too hard
Just to get along and get by
And I'm crying a little too much
While ending everything with a sigh.

Because constantly thinking of you
Makes me all the more depressed
Because of all of the love that I hold
For you must be suppressed.

And I'm ready to give up and quit
But I think that I will take
My chances with this thing called love
My favorite mistake.

Hope I Don't Repeat This Mistake Again !!!     

Sometime Words Are Not Enough

The words "I miss you" can not display
The depths of how I care.

The words "I want you" do not betray
The extent of what I dare.

The words "I need you" can not convey
The extent of my prayer.

The words "I love you" do not portray
The heights of my err.

Word "LOVE" Fooled Me !!!

You are still in my brain,
You're causing so much pain,
I still can't believe,
You used my feelings,
For your foolish game,
Named love...

Held you close in my arms,
Felt so nice and warm,
I gave you my love,
I gave you my heart,
I gave you all I had,
Got nothing back except
Pain that's driving me insane...

You are still in my heart,
My love for you will never die,
My thoughts will always be with you,
And the pain I feel inside will always,
Remind me of someone I still love......

Come Back To Me

In life we hide b'coz,
We want to be missed by someone,

We go alone to see,
Who follows,

We get angry to see,
Who apologises,

We let our hearts be broken...
Just to see...

Who comes and fixes it for us...

I Love My Attitude...

Dont walk as if You rule the World,
Walk as if you Dont Care who Rules the World !

This is What I Call AttiTude !

You have the ability to transform your life,
And soar to new heights of success and fulfillment.
Whether your attitude is negative...
Positive or somewhere in between,
This Manual Success will show you...
How to take control of your life and
unleash your incredible potential.

Its all about attitude...
And anyone who feels that he must be praised for his attitude r heartly welcome ...

This Is Life...!!!

When there is no friend,
When life is on the dead end,
When world is not a paradise,
When your confidence dies,
Tell yourself - Go on, THIS IS LIFE!

When things don't go right,
When there is no ray of light,
And its too hard to survive,
Tell yourself - Go on, THIS IS LIFE!


When there is competition to face,
When you are lagging behind in the race,
When you've lost faith in God,
When you're betrayed by a fraud,
Tell yourself - Go on, THIS IS LIFE!


When others don't respect you,
When you're not amongst the admirable few,
When for a question, you can't find a solution,
When all you're sure about, is confusion,
Tell yourself - Go on, THIS IS LIFE!


When your destination is miles apart,
When you don't know where to start,
When all you see around is pain,
When your hard work is in vain,
Tell yourself - Go on, THIS IS LIFE!


Even though all this happens,
just have faith in self & face the life with smile,
things will surely change one day
because as said "THIS IS LIFE ...!!!"

Missing You So Badly

I lay awake at night with thoughts of you,
Missing you so badly my love.
I remember the day I am always beside you,
Sometimes i wonder if you think of me too.

Thinking about the moments we shared,
Remembering your touch as
you wiped away my tears.
The heartbroken looks we exchanged in silence,
The day you left and said "goodbye".

Now that you're gone I feel so much pain.
At night with just the scent of the
pillow where you used to lay.
I can't think of anything but you,
Missing you so badly my love.

I long for you to just hold me
close in your arms again,
To see that look in your eye,
and feel your passionate kiss.
It's not the same anymore,
until you come home to my heart.
Missing you so badly.

So please come back to me my love,
I am here waiting in vain.
For you I will be waiting ever so patiently,
You are my one and only love.

I'll be right here waiting,
Same place the day you left me.
My love for you is real, please come back.
Cause I miss you so badly...

Failed To Judge People In Life

The biggest mistake of my life...
.....is that I said "YES",

When I had to say "NO".


Yes, I Failed To Judge People And Situation In Life...

I Once Was Alive

Alone I Sit Here Empty And Cold
The Light Beckons Me
It Forces Me To
Be Okay

Hidden Away My Feelings
Are Showing No Emotions Is,
How I Am?

I Have To Fight
To Be Alive,
I Have To Pretend
To Care,

The World Crushed
My Dream,
Yet It Forces Me To be...

I Once Was Alive...

What I'm Searching For?

I'm A Lonely Road Of
Broken Dreams,
Its A Boulevard That
I'm Searching For ...

These Stars Are All So Dull
Its The Moon That I'm
Searching For...
Happiness Is So Angry
At Me ...

Its Life That I'm
Searching For...

There Is A Crowd
Around Me At All Times
Its a Friend That I'm
Searching For...

My Life Is Just Like Path
Its A Destination That
I'm Searching For...

Don't Know What Is It
That I've Lost ?
May Be Its 'ME' That
I'm Searching For !!!

Come To An End

I never told you how I truly feel
Hiding my feelings is far from ideal
Never shall I kiss someone else's lips
Never will we make any boring trips

You are unbelievably beautiful
When I am near you my heart goes like a raging bull
Words cannot express
What I felt when you said 'yes'

You mean so much to me
I never knew this could be
You are my sweetheart day by day
I hope you will never go away

This love is for you, I hope you will like it
I am dying to see your reaction, that I will admit
This poem has come to an end
There are many more I would like to send...

Understand Me...

Screaming aloud is not my way
Yet, my heart thundering astray
Making effort every word I speak
Understand me please, is what I pray

Unaware, my tears flow down
When I promised not to ever cry
Wishing one day, to be with you
After that day, I am ready to die

Not a day passed without missing you
Soul weeps solemnly waiting for you
Freezing my heart at your very touch
Crying silently loving you so much

Will this desire ever realize to me?
Eyes search for you, like mist in rain
At every dew drop melting away
My prince, I long for you in all my pains

I Just Hate Being In Love

Caught beneath my shadow
with rain pouring down on me.
I listen as nature speaks.
Running in the dark
with stars that shine so bright
you can make it longer
just stay holding tight.

Falling in the distance
without his sweet embrace.
Twined with fine silk lace.
Hard to remember details upon his face.
Lying and cheating without any grace.

Lord guides me with the fog filling the area around me.
Leading me into a field of flowers so beautiful and smell so sweet.
But still realizing the obvious.
Crouching to one knee,
Crying,
with your rain pouring down on me.

Hearing a call from my savior
But not finding him outside this nightmare.
I've lost my hearing
with my heart beating so fast I can't breath.
I search and I find nothing .
Nothing but the shadow that I'm caught beneath..

Because Of You

Because of you,
I believe in me.
You have brought,
A light into my life.

Because of you,
My heart no longer aches.
You taught me how to love,
And to be loved.

Because of you,
I am no longer scared.
I feel brand new each day,
As I go through each hour.

Because of you,
I have no doubts.
Your love guides me,
In all I go through.

Because of you,
My soul is at peace.
I found in you,
What has been missing.

Because of you,
I am in love.
In love with a girl,
That believes in me.

I Already Miss You

Looking back on everything,
I still remember her smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,
I still love her so.
A part of me needs her so much,
Can't seem to let her go.

Knowing I won't be able to see her,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.

She was my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without her,
Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see her one last time,
I'm terrified of what she may say.

I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.

But when I see her one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When she tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."

Lying To Forget

This lie's become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear her name

Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For her are somehow gone

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs

But last night when I saw her
For the first time since she left
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath


When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let her go

What Did You Expect ?

You came into my life
As quickly as you left.
You grabbed a cutting knife
And sliced right through my breast.

You didn't mean to hurt
But what did you expect?

My heart now cut in two
It feels beyond repair.
Injury done by you
God, life just isn't fair.

You didn't mean to hurt
But what did you expect?

So here we are, just friends,
But I long to be more.
Desire with no end
Throbbing from my core.

You didn't mean to hurt
But what did you expect?

The Joke's On Me

I keep waiting for the phone to ring
Yet I know it won't be you;
I try to fill my life with busyness
Yet all I do is think of you.

What became of us
And all our dreams and plans;
How could you turn and walk away
As I watched our castles turn to sand?

Do you never even miss me
Don't you long to caress my face;
How could you forget so easily
And You I can't erase?

I want to be in your arms again
To see the laughter in your eyes;
But I guess the joke's on me
And Oh! Was I surprised!

Never Alone

I feel you in the morning
When at first I awake
Your thought is with me
With each decision I make

You'd been around forever
Since the first breath I took
Now I have to go on alone
But for love, I need not look

Cause by what you bestowed
In our short time together
Will last in my heart
Forever and ever

Although you've left
And now walk above
I'm never alone
I'm wrapped in your love

Enjoy now your long waited reward
Feel peace that your love continues on
What was taught to me, will be taught to mine
Cause you live on in me even after you've gone

I Close My Eyes To Feel U

When I look at your eyes, I see your true self.
I see you're sweet, and caring.
I see you're giving and forgiving.
I see your love for me.

When I look at your eyes
I stop myself from crying
When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry,
I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes again
That I'll never see the love or the sweetness

Or the love that makes you who you are.
One day you'll be gone - gone from me.
Gone from this world.
No matter what happens,
those eyes will one day close
And forever rest in peace.



But you'll never be completely gone,
Because every time I close my eyes,
There you will be.

The Day That I Die

On the day that I die
There will be no sun
It will all be cold
No warmth

On the day that I go
Everyone will go on
One less mouth to feed
Good riddance

On the day that I leave
No one will care
I had no one to start with
All alone

On the day that I die
I will not cry
We will all go soon
Why wait?


On the day that I go
I won't say Good-Bye
Who would care?
No one

On the day that I leave
I will be happy
The misery will go away
No pain

On the day that I die
My soul will let go
To all the torture
I'm free

My Love Left On A Saturday

My belt loosens slowly.
Reminders of you stay fresh
in murky ponds of suffocating tadpoles.
Wake me in the morning,
when the sun shines again.
It's frightening when all I know
falls apart.
And all I know is you.
Hunger squeezes me tighter.
My soul sags with exhaustion.
Ashtrays fill with sleepless nights.
Weeping intensifies my anxiety.
Can tomorrow come without you...
here today?
The cheap chandelier falls on my face.
The rose filled lamp explodes in my hands.
Pain is unrecognizable.
All I knew was you.
You.
My love.

You Broke Me, You Broke My Heart

If this is goodbye,
don't come back
if this is the end,
don't wake me up.

You broke me, you broke my heart,
you broke everything!
You turned my world upside down and inside out,
BUT I know it was worth it for
that one moment of love we had,
it's a shame it went bad..

You walk by me everyday and say hello.
Everyday you take time out to listen to me.
You talk to me, smile at me,
laugh with me, and have fun with me.

Well, I talk, smile and laugh too,
but inside I'm hurting.
Deep down it hurts to be with you because
I love you and you are the only one.

One day you'll ask me,
"which is more important to you, me or your life"
I'll say, "My life" and you'll go and
leave me with out knowing that you are my life...